As if I'm totally useless
Sigh*
I know, my friends, you have tried your very best to comfort me today...
But somehow I have to find my own way out of this annoying feeling of mine
I'm just lack of confidence. I know because I used to be a person with high self-confidence. Hehe
Now, I'm no longer a person with high self-esteem nor confidence... I'm not sure when this really happens but no doubt it's partly due to the 'Mock' speaking exam I have last month
I'm afraid of it. I have tried to conquer my fear but my brain just doesn't work properly...
I'm doing badly in my speaking, writing becomes worse, even chatting requires me to crack my head for a word in English (though my Chinese improves)
Same goes to badminton...Haiz... No problem playing it, however when it comes to competition, just don't put any hope on me. I won't even get to hit the shuttlecock...
To my friends, don't worry about me.
Let me crap whatever nonsense here,
you'll see a normal smay in school tomorrow...
